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Travis Myles' Thoughts on DBCC

As part of our month of stewardship, we ask members--new and old--to talk about what Douglass means to them. Here's what Travis Myles had to say:

What does Douglass mean to me?  Wow!  The thing is that my standing up here and sharing this is nothing short of a miracle for someone who had come to believe that miracles stopped happening. Where I’ve come from, I’ve been told that I couldn’t do this.  That I couldn’t worship.  That I couldn’t be involved in church.  That I wasn’t wanted by God.  And that God forbid, pun intended, that I want to share this experience with someone that I love.  So, I had decided about five years ago that if God didn’t want me, there was no real reason for me to want Him.  And  I was pretty vocal about it, much to the dismay of my partner.

When I first stepped into Douglass, and the first time was in the gym and not in a service, it was a little like walking into the Twilight Zone.  You…We…were showing Fish Out of Water.  I watched the film and looked around at people from the back of the room.  The film talked about how the Bible has been wrongly used to cut off the LGBT community from the church for years.  No one in the crowd walked out.  No one took exception with the film’s viewpoint.  Many were in tears, including me.  I thought, if this goes on in the gym, I have to wonder what happens during church.  Now you can imagine the look on Scott’s face when I came home and announced that I’d like to go to church.

Getting ready for church that morning took me back to a place where I heard only bad things about myself.  I thought that maybe I had made a mistake.  But then we got here, and all of you came up to us and introduced yourselves, passed the peace, and became our friends.  You treated us, well, just like any other couple.  And you haven’t stopped yet.  And that would have been plenty.  But then I found out so much more about this church.  You joined fairness boards; you went to fairness lobby days.  And then you made a unanimous decision to put those convictions into action by changing the way you perform marriage ceremonies, all to stand with the LGBT community.  I’ve cried fairly often in these pews over the year or so that we’ve been coming here, but the tears are polar opposites of the ones I’ve cried before when thinking about church.

Douglass has for the first time helped me see the true Christ.  But more than that, you are living the true Christ with your actions.  I had never become a member of a church before I became a member here.  And I’d be hard pressed to find a different church that I would ever want to join instead.  That’s what Douglass means to me.

Grace & Freedom House Angel Tree


 

This Holiday Season we are sponsoring an Angel Tree for our friends at the Grace House and Freedom House of Volunteers of America.  On each Angel Ornament on the Christmas Tree in the Gathering area is a Christmas gift wish along with the name of a mother or child at either Grace or Freedom House.  If you would like to buy a gift for one of these, please pick an angel from the tree.  Take as many as you like!  Wrap your gifts with the angel ornament attached and return to the church no later than December 21.  Join us in sharing the Christmas Spirit with all of God's children this season!

 

DBCC/DLFM Holiday Bazaar

Douglass Boulevard Christian Church and the Douglass Loop Farmers Market will be hosting a Holiday Bazaar on December 3rd from 10am-4pm. For sale will be all locally handmade items from some of Kentucky's finest handcraft artists. Come do some Christmas shopping, admire the craftsmanship, and enjoy a bowl of chili from members of the DBCC family.* All of this will be located in the Robsion Family Life Center of Douglass Boulevard Christian Church. Bring your empty stomachs, Christmas wish list, and holiday spirits!

*Chili proceeds will go toward the mission trip fund for Casa Hogar de San Juan Children’s Home in San Luis Potosi, Mexico

Unselfconscious Recklessness

Rev. Penwell reminds us today that it's not just individuals who have talents, but congregations, communities. 

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Unselfconscious Recklessness

(Matthew 25:14-30)

Something about me tends to surprise people when they find out about it.

They say, "Yeah, sure."

And I say, "But it's true."

"But you're a minister."

"Lots of ministers are," I say.

"How can you do your job?"

"It's a struggle sometimes.  But after a while, you adjust."

"Do people know?"

"Some people."

"Who?"

"Oh, people I'm close to know, obviously.  And other people sometimes figure it out."

"How do you cope?"

"I've got a job to do, so I do it.  Most ministers like me, though, take some time to learn how to live with it; but in the end, you've got to.  You don't really have a choice."

"Does your wife know?"

"She's my wife.  She's known I had problems for a long time."

"And you're telling the truth?  You're shy, really?"

"I'm shy . . . really."

As a minister, I've learned how to cope with it more or less.  Meeting new people, walking into strange situations, confronting my fears.  It's part of the job.  But it takes work.

As a normal human being, though, I generally keep to myself when I'm out of my element.

My wife, she's always striking up conversations with the cashiers at Kroger.  I'm a I'm-well-thank-you-and-you?" kind of guy.  I'm not good at chit-chat.

At the Farmers Market yesterday, a kid—8 or 9 years-old—came up to the table where 4 of us were sitting, said hi, and told us he was going to play on the playground.  None of us knew the kid.  I remarked a the time, "That is one thing you could bank on that wouldn't happen if I were that kid—going up to a table of grown-ups and just start talking.  I would *never* have done that."  I just didn't have it in me.

I think shyness is only symptomatic of a larger issue, though.  At the bottom of it, I suspect, is an overall fear of failure.  I write a lot about failure and our need to make peace with it—not because I'm good at it, but because I need to hear myself say it over and over again if I'm ever going to be able to believe it.  Going forward, knowing that mistakes will inevitably be made, is a tough one for me to wrap my  heart around.  I know the principle, but living unselfconsciously, knowing that failure's just a part of the gig, strikes me in my very deepest places as reckless.

Jesus, of course, is all too familiar with unselfconscious recklessness.  He's the guy who's always walking into the middle of a potentially hostile crowd with what appears to be, perfect equanimity. 

We've just been through an extended episode in which Jesus, after going into the temple and kicking over all the lemonade stands and then taking off for the night, comes back the next morning to the scene of the crime, and is accosted by the people at the top of the lemonade industry flowchart.  For two chapters, Jesus stands there taking their best shot. 

They want to know just who he thinks he is, coming in here like he owns the place.  Then, they make various plans to trap him, to embarrass him, to unmask him as a fraud before the people.  Two whole chapters get devoted to Jesus and his unselfconscious recklessness.

And it's probably important to stop and point out that this bull-in-the-china-shop thing is what's going to get him killed in a couple of days.  Because remember, we're in the final week of his life, when all the bad stuff happens.  And, I think, it's no mere coincidence that Jesus' grisly death at the hands of the politicians is preceded by perfect examples of his not being able to keep his mouth shut.

"That's right, pal.  Just keep talking."

But right before Jesus is taken into custody, and immediately after his drawn out debate in the temple, is this section on the end times.  Jesus tells the disciples, first what kinds of things will happen in the final days(signs-of-the-times kinds of things); and then he tells them the expectations of how Jesus' followers should act in anticipation of those times.  We're in the second part this morning—which is to say, the part where Jesus fills the disciples in on what's expected of them in view of Jesus' revelations about what the last days will look like.

This is a pretty familiar parable—one that seems to find its way into the lectionary right at stewardship time.  You know . . . the parable of the talents.

A man prepares to go on a journey by gathering his slaves together.  To one slave he gives five talents.  To another he gives two talents.  Finally, to the last, he gives one talent.  The footnote at the bottom of the page in your bible indicates that a talent was worth about 15 years labor—which is to say, a fairly sizable sum . . . no matter how you slice it.  In fact, a talent was the largest unit of currency, figuratively and literally—it weighed something like 60 pounds.

The first two slaves call their brokers, invest the money, and turn a handsome profit.  The third, however, digs a hole in the ground and buries it.

The man returns from his journey and asks for his money back.  The first two slaves proudly haul out their earnings reports, and receive the master's praise.  The third, brushes the dirt off the Hefty bag he's put the money in, and gives his master back the initial sum—one talent.  The master's not pleased, calls the slave wicked and lazy and throws him out.

Now, as far as I can tell, the master's come home to a pretty good haul.  By my account, he's just about doubled his money across the board.  But he seems awfully cranky for a guy who's gotten a 93.3% return on his investment.

It's hard not to be sympathetic to the one talent slave, isn't it?  We live in an economy in which wild speculation has brought whole countries to their knees—including ours.  Somebody just trying to hang onto what they have seems, if not particularly bold, then at least prudent.  How many people do you know personally who've been mercilessly thrashed by this economy—who, if they had it to do all over again, would've much rather stuck their money in the ground than in sub-prime mortgages or in credit default swaps or in risky financial instruments that ultimately tanked—and left everybody holding the bag.

And just so we're clear, burying  one's money in the ancient Near East was a perfectly acceptable (and in many cases, preferable) alternative to the kind of banking options available at the time—which were profoundly risky.  The people who originally read this parable would have been much more generous in their evaluation of the final slave's faithfulness.  By burying the talent, the slave did a perfectly defensible thing.  He played it safe, when most other options would have cost him.

What's the master so upset about? 

I think it has to do without the fact that the slave has forgotten he's been given a gift.

Now, traditionally this parable has been interpreted as a call to individual resource assessment.  In other words, the way this parable is usually handled, everyone is asked to do a self-inventory of resources—time, talent, treasure—and then figure out how best to put them to some kind of Christian use.

I want to suggest, however, that the bible is first of all a communal text.  That is to say, notwithstanding the modern penchant for reading the bible as primarily directed at "me," the books of scripture were originally written to communities.  We misread them when we understand them as concerned principally with individuals.  That's not to say that the bible isn't *concerned* with individuals; it is, but it's always a concern about the ways individuals are connected to community—not individuals on deserted islands of self-concern.

So, if we're going to use this text to talk about stewardship, we need to think first about *communal* stewardship.  Put more simply, this parable asks us as a congregation to think about our gifts—both the ones we receive and the ones we give.

Congregations have gifts, right?  Look around at the people who are here, for instance.  Think about the people who've come to us over the past year, who've decided to throw in with Douglass Boulevard Christian Church.  Pretty amazing the gifts of people God's given us, don't you think?

Or think about the great ministries we've been able to participate in over the past year—the Farmers Market, the work with Fairness Campaign and the LGBTQ community, our unfolding relationship with Grace House and Freedom House and the Volunteers of America.  In the past year, we've taken two trips to Mexico, bringing over 25 different people to work at the children's home.  We've started a visitation program to the shut-ins.  We've hired a youth minister, and started two different Sunday School classes for children.  God's been pretty gracious to us when it comes to giving us meaningful challenges.

Financially, during one of the toughest economic periods this country has seen in over seventy years, we've continued to grow, year after year.  People continue to give, and we continue to grow.

Oh, congregations have gifts!  Douglass Boulevard Christian Church has been blessed in dramatic ways.

The question we have to ask ourselves is the same question posed to the slaves: How are you going to respond to the gifts you've been given?

I want to suggest that Jesus' understanding of what gifts are for, as illustrated in this parable, is radical.  We could take the bestowal God has granted us and bury it in the ground.  Christian congregations have a long history of doing just that—live in fear; act like this is all there is, and when this is gone (the general budget, the endowment fund, the children's program), that's all there is; cling to what you have, afraid that if you do anything other than just sit on it, the whole game will be up.

But the master in this parable says, "Do something with it.  Spend it.  Invest it. Put it on the number 9 horse in the 6th race.  Lose it.  I don't care—there's more where *that* came from.  Just don't bury it.  Burying a gift from God for fear that it'll be lost is tantamount to saying, "We're petrified.  We don't trust you to be faithful, or ourselves to do anything other than wrap your gift in mothballs."

Jesus says, "Do something with it."

"Yeah, but what if we lose it?"

And what does Jesus say, "Look, in case you haven't noticed, I'm what's known in prison parlance as a 'dead man walking.'  Losing, failure, dying I know.  It's always standing pat when you're playing with house money that I can't tolerate.  It's a gift, for God's sake!  Give it away!"

It’s a gift.  For God's sake, for humanity's sake, for the sake of the hungry, the poor, they imperiled, the dying, the frightened . . . give it away.

Give it away without expecting anything in return.  Exercise the muscle that controls your generosity.

And it's not that churches aren't necessarily good at giving.  Most are pretty good at it.

Unfortunately, churches often give for the purpose of getting something in return.

"Sure, we could do this great thing.  We could start a daycare, or have a festival and give back packs and school supplies to poor kids, or start another service that would appeal to people who have a lot of pierced body parts and tattoos.  And if we do, maybe we'll get more people to come to church."

Why not be unselfconsciously reckless with the gifts we've been given, and just give them away—without the expectation that in so doing we will increase the membership rolls or the budget?  Why not just do what we do because we've been blessed with so much, and because it's the right thing to do?

During stewardship emphasis month, all over the world congregations are telling individuals to do just that.  Why don't we ask congregations to do the same kind of radical thing . . . and let God worry about how much is left over?

For people who claim to follow Jesus, the one who gave everything away, unselfconscious recklessness ought to be like second nature to us.

It's a gift.  Do something with it. 

Thank God, for our sake, Jesus did.

-Amen.

Unselfconscious Recklessness (Sermon Audio)

Breakfast with Santa

Join us at Douglass Boulevard Christian Church on Saturday, December 17, as we celebrate Breakfast with Santa. Bring your kids, grandkids, nieces, nephews, and friends for a fun-filled morning of breakfast, ornament making, sing-a-long, and a photo with St. Nick. Each child will also receive a special present from Santa. Don't have any kids? No problem. Santa loves taking pictures with adults too! Share all of this fun with your family and friends for only $5 per person (children two and under are free). You will receive a digital photo via email, or we can print one and put it in a frame for an additional $1. Reservations can be made for 9:00 AM, 10:00 AM, 11:00 AM, or noon. 

Where: Douglass Boulevard Christian Church Family Life Center

When: December 17--9:00, 10:00, 11:00, or 12:00

Who: Everybody who loves Christmas and Santa

How Much: $5/person (Children under 2 are free.)

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Giving It Back

I've been thinking about giving lately--not just because it's November, which in church-speak means "Stewardship month." Stewardship, boiled down to its essence as a theological principle, is merely taking care of the gifts God has given to us, so that they may be used in ways pleasing to God. Those gifts include, but aren't limited to, our money.

God gives us time, for instance. How do we use that gift? Where do we spend most of our time? The answer to the latter question is both scary and illuminating. Stewardship asks us, first to be mindful of how we spend our time, but then to begin to make adjustments that align our actions with our words about loving God.

God also gives us this spectacular gift called creation. Christians, as Stanley Hauerwas reminds us, use the designation "creation" rather than "nature," because we believe that the universe has a purpose. Stewardship asks the question about how we honor that bequest. How do we lovingly take up the task of tending to it?

Moreover, God also gives us talents. How do we employ those gifts in ways that honor the trust placed in us, trust that God demonstrated by presenting us with them? In addition to our corporate need to gather for worship and to have opportunity to be together in community, are there ways for us to put to use the gifts God gives us to feed the poor, encourage the downhearted, support the addicted, embrace the marginalized? In other words, can we use our smarts, our organizational skills, our cooking abilities, our caring natures, etc. to ministry to others? That's stewardship.

This year we tried something radical at Douglass Boulevard Christian Church. Yes, we started the Douglass Loop Farmers Market, which was a big enough leap on its own. But beyond that, we tried to do something that churches are often guilty of not doing; we decided to give the market to the neighborhood without expecting anything in return. Now, I don't mean that we did it not expecting to make a profit (profit wasn't our motivation). Nor do I mean that we did it not expecting to get publicity (we figured there'd probably be some of that). Instead, we started the market without the expectation that it would be anything more than something we could give to the people in the Douglass Loop neighborhood and to the vendors who sell their wares. Through the friends we've made, however, we've discovered to our surprise that we received a much bigger gift in return. Stewardship is like that.

Stewardship, I want to suggest, is taking stock of how much we've been given, and then making informed decisions about how to give it back--not so much with a view to getting something out of it, but simply because we're thankful God cares enough about us to give to us in the first place.

Humility the Hard Way (Matthew 23:1–12)

 

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Humility the Hard Way

(Matthew 23:1-12) 

I remember one time I got told. My brother, Daren, who’s two years younger than I am, took me aside when I was 17 and laid it out for me.

I don’t recall why I was feeling especially put-upon, but I was going through our room declaiming about the injustice of some social slight or some bit of insensitivity I’d endured at the hands of somebody or other.

A little too full of myself, I wondered, “How could they do this to me? How could they say this about me? About me? I mean look at me. I’m one of the good guys., right? I do all this good stuff. I treat people fairly. Blah, blah, blah.”

Very difficult to be a martyr at 17, but I was giving it my best shot.

Like I say, I don’t really remember what prompted the conversation, but I do remember the part where my brother told me something I didn’t want to hear.

He’d been doing his homework on the bed, when he looked up and said, “You don’t suppose you’re a little too worked up about this, do you? It doesn’t sound to me like anybody was trying to offend you.”

“What’re you crazy? This is me we’re talking about here. I can’t believe someone would treat me that way.” Self-righteousness is never a virtue–especially in a seventeen year-old.

With a sort of calm, pastoral voice–he had this pastor-thing going on at 15 (I’m not kidding)–he shook his head and said, “You realize, don’t you, that at the heart of it, you’re a pretty selfish person? You tend to think of yourself first, and a bit too highly at that.”

Thunderstruck. Unbelievably, irremediably, jaw-droppingly … thunderstruck.

He was right, though. I was, and still am to this day, a selfish person.

I still think about my brother having the audacity to say that to me. It was one of the kindest, most loving things anybody’s ever said to me.

Surgery isn’t designed to feel good; it’s designed to heal you.

My brother told me the truth with surgical precision, blessed me with humility the hard way.

When I was a pastor down in Middlesboro, I went down to the west-end elementary school every Monday for a couple of years to read to second-graders. I was a part of a pilot literacy program called, “Real Men Read.”

The premise of the program rested on the sad fact that in Appalachia, a large percentage of the children grew up in homes where either there were no men, or no men who could read. That is to say, many of the kids in this second grade class had never heard a story read in a male voice.

We lived in the congressional district with the highest illiteracy rate in the country, so somebody thought it would be a good idea to teach kids who were learning to read that men–even though these children didn’t know many–could read.

Anyway, the first time I went, I was told to introduce myself–tell the kids a little something about what I did. Many of them didn’t go to church–had never gone to church. I was faced with a dilemma: How do I tell kids who don’t know what a minister is, what a minister does?

I did all kinds of stuff. I buried people, married their kids, taught, wrote, prayed, held hands with people who were dying, planned programs, talked to people who were mad or sad or afraid. You can see the problem, right? How do you boil all that down into a job?

At thirty years-old, I didn’t know how to adequately explain what I did to myself, much less to group of seven year-olds, who had no idea what the inside of a church even looked like.

Anxious about what I was going to say, something struck me on the way over to the school that first Monday.

It was simple (not easy, but simple). I still use it when I talk about what I do.

I said, “Hi. My name is Derek. I’m a minister. What does that mean? That means I get paid to tell the truth.”

I’m still convinced that that’s what ministers do. We tell the truth about where we come from and where we’re headed, about the world in which we live and how God relates to us, about what justice and mercy mean and what God expects from us.

We tell the truth … and not just with our words–with our lives.

Telling the truth is hard work, isn’t it? Especially in our culture, where we seem more comfortable with the casual lies we tell ourselves. People often don’t want to hear the truth.

And the truth is hard to tell, because we want people to think we’re nice. We want people to like us.

Jesus, it would appear from our Gospel this morning, doesn’t care nearly as much as most moderns do about whether or not people think he’s nice, or whether people like him. In fact, in today’s Gospel Jesus is only days away from being nailed to a tree because he’s gotten cross-ways with all the wrong people because he can’t keep the truth to himself. So on the “nice,” on the I-hope-people-will-like-me front … epic fail.

If you remember, Jesus has spent the last two chapters of the book of Matthew arguing with the religious authorities. Pretty much everybody’s been out to trip him up, try to make him look foolish. And he’s taken on all comers.

Finally, in today’s text Jesus has had enough. He turns away from the hoards of religious big shots who’ve been hounding him, and toward the crowds, and lets loose.

Oh, he begins innocently enough: “The scribes and the Pharisees sit on Moses’ seat; therefore, do whatever they teach, and follow it.”

But then he starts warming to the subject. “Do what they say … for sure. They know the stuff backwards and forwards–just don’t do what they do, for they don’t practice what they teach.”

Ouch! Oh, he’s just getting started: “They tie up heavy burdens, hard to bear, and lay them on the shoulders of others; but they themselves are unwilling to lift a finger to move them.”

Know anybody like that? Religious leaders and politicians are famous for this one. Do as I say … not as I do (or fail to do).

Then Jesus gets downright personal: “They do all their deeds to be seen by others”–after which he lists a few of their shortcomings in this regard–showy religious finery, sitting at the places of honor at banquets and synagogues, seeking to be greeted with respect in the marketplaces, wanting to be referred to with honorifics–rabbi, father, instructor.

Finally, Jesus caps the whole thing off with this bell-ringer: “All who exalt themselves will be humbled, and all who humble themselves will be exalted.” In other words, humility’s coming … in a few short days, even for him.

Let me be quick to recognize that this passage (and what follows) has been used by Christians over the years to indulge a penchant for anti-semitism. Christians have mistakenly attributed the acts of the Pharisees to all Jews.

We should be clear, though. Jesus is a Jew, speaking to Jews. That he’s speaking about a particular group of Jewish leaders and not all Jews is something we need to keep very much in mind. The law, as delivered on Mt. Sinai, was never intended to be a heavy burden, but a source of moral identity. Jesus, in this passage, isn’t taking off on the law, but on a particular kind of misuse of the law by those who get caught up in the finer points of its demands, instead of in the beauty of being set apart as God’s people.

Even so, this is difficult to listen to if what you think Jesus came to do was to inflict niceness on an otherwise testy Near East. Jesus sounds so irascible, so cranky.

Couldn’t we get the nice Jesus–the one who loves children and little old ladies? This whole fire-breathing itinerant prophet thing is tough to witness.

But why?

I think it’s because that kind of honesty makes people uncomfortable, and our culture tells us that our responsibilities lie in lubricating the social gears rather than throwing sand in them. But sand is sometimes exactly what’s needed.

Remember why it is that Jesus has been in this marathon cat-and-mouse game with the religious leaders? We’ve talked about this a lot recently, working our way through these past few chapters of Matthew. The reason Jesus has been so severely set upon by those in power goes all the way back to his clearing of the temple at the beginning of chapter 21. Remember?

Jesus, after calling out the caretakers of God’s house for making it into a den of robbers, presses home the point by immediately receiving into that house the blind and the lame–those who’ve been denied access by those in power–the religious leaders who’ve mistakenly thought their job was gatekeeper instead of welcoming committee. Jesus welcomes the unwanted into God’s freshly cleaned house, and heals them.

For the rest of chapters 21 and 22, Jesus has had to take on the religious establishment, who feel threatened by his condemnation of their failure to keep in mind that the law is there not to preserve personal privilege, but to extend the bounty of God’s grace to those who’ve been systematically put out, shoved aside, made to sit in the back of the bus.

Sometimes justice has been forgotten, or misplaced, or ignored. If we claim to follow Jesus, we have a responsibility in those cases to speak the uncomfortable truth that God desires a world in which the lame and the blind get to sit at the front of the bus.

A world in which the forgotten and cast aside are remembered and brought back into the fold.

A world in which those who’ve been downsized, those without healthcare, those who’ve graduated from college but have a difficult time seeing a future that holds a place for them … are no longer afterthoughts in our political life, but children of God on whose behalf we need to find our voices.

A world in which the color of one’s skin or the country of one’s birth or the gender of one’s love interests aren’t the characteristics by which people are excluded, but are the very things we lift up and celebrate as God’s gifts to us.

This isn’t optional behavior to get sorted out after we get the right bumper-stickers; it’s the very purpose of the life to which Jesus calls us.

Jesus speaks the truth to those in power, not because he’s mean or disagreeable or because he temperamentally disposed to raining on other people’s parades … but because he loves us so much he can’t bear for us not to know the truth about the way things are ordered in the reign of God.

It’s a hard word Jesus delivers. Honesty can be difficut to hear. But telling the truth about God’s vision of the way things ought to be is the kindest most loving thing we have to say.

We who follow the one executed as a criminal are under no illusions about what telling the truth can cost.

On the other hand, we also know that finding humility the hard way can be the best gift we ever receive.

-Amen.

Sermon Audio: Humility the Hard Way

A Lousy Idea

If I had unlimited resources, I would, by definition, be God--which is a uniformly lousy idea. This, I fear, would not be a desirable state of affairs, inasmuch as I'm much choosier about my associations than God. God has repeatedly demonstrated a deplorable lack of discretion, an unfortunate leniency forsworn by the more sophisticated among us.

Were I God, karma would operate with greater precision, for instance. People who dumped 140 million barrels of bleak darkness into the Gulf of Mexico would wake up to find that certain organs had fallen off in the bleak darkness of the night. God is much too lax in the retributive justice department for my tastes.

If had a hammer . . . health industry executives who get fat on the forage of the sick and the poor would find their pastures re-zoned somewhere in the Gobi. And the politicians who've had their own fields watered by these bloated and self-interested bureaucrats would be re-purposed, put in charge of the management and quality control of natural fertilizer.

Put me in charge and the folks at the top would find themselves uncomfortably transitioned to new positions of vassalage. No more bonuses, no more corporate jets, no more toothsome morsels served on bone china while folks outside the walls root through the teeth and bones to find leftover cartons of Chinese.

If I had unlimited resources, I would create a world more to my liking. Unfortunately, I suppose, since by most accounts I'm at the top of the heap, I'd be banished too.

Like I said, making me God would be bad for everybody--perhaps, most of all me.

That May Be Enough (Deut. 34:1–12)

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That May Be Enough

 (Deut. 34:1-12)

I remember it very clearly, my first brush with failure.  Not that I hadn’t failed before, but always before I could think of some reason, some excuse unrelated to my abilities: They didn’t understand what I was trying to get at.  I had a bad day.  They didn’t want me to succeed. 

But this time, I was left to take responsibility for my inadequacies. 

I was in seventh grade, and I wanted to play for the basketball team.  There were three hundred students in my class, and most of the male ones came out for the seventh grade team.  I got cut.  I wasn’t good enough; and I could see it plain as day.  There were twelve boys better than me.  I was confused.

I had such huge expectations of myself as a child, as in many ways I still do.  As a child, I was certain I would grow up to experience unparalleled heights of fame and expertise.  I was convinced that I could play professional sports; it was only a matter of picking which one I preferred to play.  Baseball.  Basketball.  Football. 

As a child I thought I might make my living some day singing in a Rock band.  Perhaps, it occurred to me, I could be a famous scientist, or a high-powere attorney.  Naïvely, arrogantly, I was convinced that I was special in ways that other people were not. 

And at 12 years-old, some man whose name, I cannot even remember, told me that I was not, nor would I probably be, everything that I thought I was, or hoped one day to become.

I was devastated for a week or so.  But with the resilience of pre-pubescence, I went and tried out for the wrestling team—which I made, and at which I excelled (inasmuch as a twelve year-old 100 pounder can excel at throwing around other hundred pound twelve year-olds).  But something profound had taken place.  Someone had placed limits on what had been, to that time, a limitless horizon.

We have such amazing dreams, you and I, expectations that we’ll somehow achieve, win, be something special.  We see clearly the vistas before us.  They’re so wide, boundless, and they’re ours for the taking.  We’re certain that if we work hard enough, want it bad enough, we’ll find the promised land that we envisioned so clearly. 

It’s right before our eyes . . .

I find the picture of Moses in our text today oddly fascinating, strikingly poignant.  He’s an old man now.  And whether it’s because God called him, or because he just wanted to shake the dust from his creaking bones, he climbs to the top of the mountain.  You can hear him wheezing, as he sits down below a scrap of shade growing out of an outcropping, all the years making his way through the desert finally catching up with him.  All the responsibility has bowed his once strong back, as if carrying the weight of the world on his shoulders has finally left him so stooped, he can no longer turn his eyes to the heavens, but only be satisfied peering down into the valley.  He leans back against a rock, pulls his shoes off, and shakes out the sand.  He sighs, half-snickering at the thought that he could drag his old body up the mountain one last time, half crying at the pain.

As he takes out an old handkerchief to blow his leathered beak, he hears God approaching, his old friend and sometime adversary.  God comes and sits down by Moses.  They exchange pleasantries.  Finally, God calls Moses’ attention to the land below the mountain—as far as his eyes could see.  God says, “This is it.  Remember from the time you were a little boy in Pharaoh’s house, how your sister would sing to you about the land I’d promised Abraham and Isaac and Jacob?  Remember all the stories?  Well, this is it.  This is what I was talking about all along.”

Can you imagine?  Moses’ eyes crinkled up, knowing that this is what he’s been waiting his whole life to see.  The hopes and dreams that had kept him awake, kept him alive through 40 years of wandering in the desert lie before him now.  Right below his mountain perch, he can see for the first time the very thing that God had called the Israelites out of the land of Egypt for—all those years ago now. 

Four hundred years, his people have been looking forward to this moment.  The very point to which his whole life has been leading, can be seen by the old man as he looks down the end of his nose.  No words, I’m sure, could describe how Moses must feel.  This is the finish line toward which he’s been striving for all these years.  And down in the valley is his gold medal, his Nobel prize, his “man of the year honors” all rolled into one big, green valley called, “The Promised Land.”

But just as Moses is about to descend to the winner’s circle to collect his prize, God says, “Oh yeah, I forgot to tell you.  I have let you see it with your eyes, but you shall not cross over there.” 

Do you see?  You work your whole life to get to the promised land, and just as you’re about to walk across the finish line, you see that you’re not going to make it after all.  Martin Luther King saw that.  He preached a sermon on this passage the night before he was assassinated.  You remember it.  “I’ve been to the mountaintop.  I’ve seen the promised land.  And I might not get there with you . . .”

Can you understand the pain of holding your life up by a dream, only to see that the dream is just too far out in front of you—that whoever walks across the finish line—you know it won’t be you? 

Devastating. Moses prepares to die with his storybook ending just out of his reach. 

But—and here’s the crucial thing—as he prepares to die, with chips still on the table, he realizes that he does so with God at his side.  A different ending than we had expected, but not an entirely bad one.  Kind of uneven, quite a few loose ends. 

We much prefer things to have some closure, don’t leave us hanging there with all this unfinished business.  But that’s how life is, isn’t it?  Kind of messy.  A few unmade beds.  A few hairs out of place.  None of it ever quite the way we planned it.

After I turned 29, I became profoundly depressed.  Susan didn’t know what to do, coming home every night to a self-pitying twit.  My mood cast a black pall over the house.  I convinced myself that I should have achieved much more in my life than I had.  I’m embarrassed to say now, given the self-preoccupation it demonstrates, but I felt like a failure. 

I looked back over the dreams I’d held so dear, the thoughts that I ought to accomplish something by the time I was 30.  I hadn’t gotten my Ph.D.  I hadn’t written my first novel.  I didn’t even play softball anymore.  I felt like I’d let my life slip through my hands. 

I embarrassed for my 29 year-old self even saying this out loud, in front of people who’ve lived so much longer, and had justifiable reason to be aggrieved.  But to me, at the time, my complaints were real—if only to me.

Then one day, for whatever reason, I woke up and I thought, “You know, whatever else might be said about me, I’ve been pretty lucky.  I’m married to a woman who loves me—often in spite of myself.  I work in a great job, with people who seem to appreciate what I do.  I have friends and family who care about me.  And every once in awhile, I think God even uses me to some good.  I haven’t done all that I dreamed, but God has blessed me in ways that I could never have dreamed on my own.  And if I died this afternoon, I think that might just be enough.”

And now, almost twenty years later, I’ve still got all of that—plus kids.

So, here’s the thing: Life is so rarely like the movies—with happy endings, neatly tied up.  Our lives have gaps and unanswered questions, false starts and unfinished business, dead-ends and unrealized dreams.  I’d love to be able to stand here and tell you otherwise, but I can’t—I get paid to tell the truth.

On the other hand, there may be a whole lot of grace wrapped up in such a realization.

“Why is that?”

Well, if somebody as important as Moses couldn’t get it all wrapped up in a storybook ending, why do we think we’ll be any different?  That is to say, God’s working out God’s purposes in ways that don’t necessarily lead to satisfying personal memoirs—Oh, they might; you could wind up dying having accomplished everything on your bucket list.  But if you do, you’ll be in some pretty rarified company. 

To put a finer point on it, God’s working out God’s purposes in ways that may include you, but aren’t about you.  Do you hear the difference?  God’s got work to accomplish—important work—and you . . . you’re a part of that work.  You aren’t, nor am I (nor anyone else, for that matter) the point of that work.

Listen to what gets said of Moses: “Never since has there arisen a prophet in Israel like Moses, whom the Lord knew face to face.  He was unequaled for all the signs and wonders that the Lord sent him to perform in the land of Egypt, against Pharaoh and all his servants and his entire lan, and for all the mighty deeds that Moses performed in the sight of all Israel” (Deut. 34:10-12).

Pretty prime stuff that.  And still Moses doesn’t get the story book ending.  Oh, well.

I was listening to Storycorps on NPR Friday morning, after dropping the kids off for school.  Being interviewed was the first African-American, A.P. Tureaud, to integrate LSU in 1953.  He recalled the difficult times he encountered being the only black man on a southern campus in the 1950s.

He said, “The students wouldn’t speak to me.  I think someone had decided that if they totally isolated me, I would leave.”

He didn’t have a roomate, but the guys in the rooms on either side of him would take turns trying to keep him up with radios and banging on the walls.  If he walked into the showers, everyone would leave.  The professors wouldn’t touch his papers.

Understandably, he felt like he was all alone in the world.  Except for the mascot, a bengal tiger named, Mike, who lived in a cage across from Tureaud’s dorm room.  So, he used to spend time talking to Mike the tiger, figuring that they both lived in jails.

One day, while he was talking to Mike, a pick-up truck pulled up.  Tureaud said, as he saw it approaching that he hoped that it didn’t have a rifle rack hanging on the back.

But a black man in worker’s overalls got out.  He said, “Are you A.P. Tureaud?”

“Yes.”

So, he got into the truck and came back out with his seven year-old son.  And the man said, “I want him to meet you, because I want him to know this is possible for him to come to this school—thanks to you.”

Tureaud said, “After I composed myself, I said, ‘You just ruined my day.  I want to get out.  I want to get out, but now I can’t.’”        

Moses could tell us, only God knows where it all leads, what it finally means.  We are the story God writes.  God only knows.  Whatever we or our lives as preachers, homemakers, executives, second sopranos means is ultimately up to God.  We live therefore with the conviction that God really does put us to good purposes, even though we may not see clearly, even though we may not enter the promised land of concrete results and visible fulfillment in our exodus from here to there. 

This is God’s rodeo, after all, not yours or mine.

But whether you achieve all your goals, make progress, arrive at your planned destination, travel with the right people or not, here’s the promise: As with Moses, God goes with you... and that is always enough.

         -Amen.

Trunk r' Treat!

 


The Youth are planning to help sponsor a Trunk r’ Treat here at the church on this coming Halloween Weekend, the 29th of October.  Our hope is to create yet another chance for outreach in our Highlands Community.  There will be lots of candy to be had, as well as chili and some interesting costumes to behold. However, we CANNOT do this on our own!  Being that none of our students actually have their own trunk, we’ll need some of you to lend yours.  If you know any children who would like to make a stop on the Trick r’ Treat trail on Saturday night, send them over!  If you know any youth who would like to participate in this event, direct them to us and we will certainly appreciate the helping hand.  

If you would prefer not to decorate your own trunk, the students have said they would be happy to help decorate your trunk on the day of (or the day before) the Trunk r’ Treat.  To make sure we have a student decorator available, please contact Jennifer or myself.

With so many wonderful bakers in our congregation, the students have decided that this year’s Trunk r’ Treat should include a cakewalk.  We have already been rallying for pledges of cakes and deserts.  If you would like to pledge a cake for the cakewalk, we’d be more than happy to accept.  There is no such thing as too many cakes, after all.  We are also still taking pledges for chili.  We’ll accept all kinds! 

If anyone would like to sign-up for a trunk, or pledge cake, chili, or candy, contact our Secretary, Jennifer Vandiver, or our Youth Minister, Geoff Wallace to set you up! 

Ryan Kemp-Pappan and Chris Hartman Talk Fairness at DBCC

 

One of the best parts, in my opinion, of the service today was Rev. Ryan Kemp-Pappan's and Chris Hartman's comments about the collaboration between DBCC and Fairness. We are going to miss Ryan so, so much when he leaves us next week for Oklahoma City. 

Thank you, Ryan.  

Here are Ryan's comments followed by Chris's appreciative and articulate praise for Rev. Kemp-Pappan as an advocate and ally of the Fairness Campaign:

RKP and Chris Hartman Talk Fairness

"The Claims of Loyalty" (Matthew 22:15–22)

What a great service today! We are so thrilled to work alongside the Fairness Campaign and to have had the opporunity to worship with them. I have posted the full service along with the normal sermon podcast for those of you who want to share the entire experience with friends. 

Sometimes I try to summarize Rev. Penwell's sermon. Sometimes he does it for me in the sermon text itself: 

Caesar’s always going to want what Caesar wants. Wall Street. Madison Avenue. They vye for our attention. There are so many claims placed upon our loyalties… from every direction.

And, sometimes that which pursues us most relentlessly is our own desire to be in control, to be--ourselves--gatekeepers of God’s mercy. We in the church have been guilty of spurning the gifts people bring to God. But Jesus isn’t having it. Jesus says, “Give to Caesar what belongs to Caesar; give to God what belongs to God. And here’s the thing: It all belongs to God.”

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 Full Service with Fairness Campaign

"The Claims of Loyalty" by Rev. Derek Penwell

13th Annual Matthew Shepard Sermon


I had a chance to preach this past Sunday at Trinity Parish Episcopal Church in Seattle, Washington.  The invitation to preach this sermon came to me after DBCC's April 17 congregational vote to stop signing marriage licenses as show of good faith to our LGBTQ members. The folks at Trinity Parish couldn't have been kinder.

You can read the full text of the sermon below. The audio file is at the very bottom of the post. You can subscribe to our podcast and catch all of the sermons at DBCC and special events like the Matthew Shepard Sermon. 

We gather here today, of course, to offer up our worship to God.  As the sursum cordareminds us, "It is meet and right so to do."   In the process, we also seek to commemorate the life of a gay man who was left to die alone.  Thirteen years ago, 2 men took Matthew Shepard from a bar in an automobile, robbed him, pistol-whipped him, tortured him, and tied him to a fence to die alone in the night.  He didn't die on the fence, because a passerby the next morning saw him.  He died 5 days later in a hospital, on October 12, 1998--a victim of senseless violence against somebody on the margins.

That Matthew Shepard was gay apparently gave those two men all the motive they needed to inflict as much damage as venal little minds could concoct.

In the years since, Matthew Shepard has become a symbol of all that hatred can do when unleashed on the world. 

It makes me wonder how you get to that point?  How do you turn your fear of that which is different into something so potent that when it breaks over the levies, everything in its way gets swallowed up in in death?

Fear of what's different?  That doesn't sound altogether right.  Of course, fear of what's different is a part of it.  But that seems too easy, frankly.  Fear of what's different is the standard answer in cases like these.

But why do we fear what's different?  I think it has something to do with the fear that we're insignificant, with our insecurities about the potential meaninglessness of our lives.  Our confidence in our own agency is so tenuous that whatever stands over against how we view the world is a threat.  We know enough native logic that A cannot simultaneously be non A.  That is to say, we know, for instance, that "World Series Champion" cannot be used as an antecedent qualifier for "Chicago Cubs."  The universe just isn't structured to allow a thing to be itself and its opposite at the same time.  We know this.

For two men in Wyoming thirteen years ago, the prospect of homosexuality coexisting in a world with "natural" sexual affinities was logically impossible.  Matthew Shepard's existence itself threatened a whole way of construing the world.

If your world is threatened, if your equilibrium is disrupted, you've got to figure out what you're going to do to restore stasis.  If violence is all you know, violence is what you bring to the existential party.

Insecurity.  Fear.  Meaninglessness.  They stand as roadblocks to an otherwise satisfying existence.

It happens.

A few years after Matthew Shepard died, on a gray day in November 2000, when the sky looked like lead and the leaves had all vanished, I went to Creech Funeral Home in Middlesboro, Kentucky, down in Appalachia where I lived, to perform a funeral for Bryan Landon.  I didn’t know Bryan; he’d spent most of his adult life up in Louisville—where he’d finally succumbed to the ravages of AIDS.  My friend Bill, the funeral director, had asked me the day before if I’d perform the funeral, since Bryan didn’t have a church home, and his family refused to provide assistance because they disapproved of his “lifestyle.”  I said I’d be happy to do what I could.  Bill said to me, “But I want you to know right off the bat that, because he was estranged from his family and his church, there might not be many folks there.”  “Not a problem,” I said.

But as I walked into the funeral home on a cold November day, it occurred to me that I’d not absorbed the full implications of Bill’s warning . . . not many people had shown up.  And by “not many” I mean, nobody had shown up.  I waited in the funeral home chapel for five minutes or so after the funeral was supposed to have started—just Bryan Landon and me. Finally, Bill came into the back of the chapel with someone I didn’t know offhand.  She sat in the back row.  Bill made his way up front.  And I said, “Oh good.  Is that a member of his family?”

“No,” he said, “that’s the woman who cleans for us.”

I looked at him, puzzled.  He said, “Well, buddy, in 25 years as a funeral director, I’ve never had a funeral where nobody showed up, and I figured somebody besides you and I ought to bear witness to this man’s passing.”

And so, on a gray November day in 2000, along with a funeral director and a cleaning woman, I buried Bryan Landon.  He died of AIDS.  Nobody who knew him came to witness that he’d ever even walked this earth.  He had a family; he’d had friends along the way; he grew up in the Baptist church, singing Jesus Loves the Little Children—all the children of the world.  But in the end, nobody came to claim him, to speak words over him, to call him a child of God.   So, we three strangers wound up offering him up to God on the wings of weary and bedraggled prayers, clinging to all the hope we could muster in a gray place.

What continues to haunt me about that day, though, is that I still cannot find words to express the sadness, the outrage, the terribleness of it all.  Where was the church for Bryan Landon?

Where's the church on this whole issue of our brothers and sisters created by God gay, lesbian, bi-sexual, transgendered?  Who stands up for them?  And what would it even look like to stand up?  I think that's the question raised by Matthew Shepard's death, by Bryan Landon's death.  What would it take for the church to make a difference in a world where people are killed, bullied, and abandoned for being who God created them to be?  What would it take?

Jesus, in our Gospel for today, has been in a long conversation with the Chief Priest and the elders of the temple.  The occasion that prompted this conversation was the first act that Jesus performed after entering Jerusalem on a donkey, way back at the beginning of chapter 21.  Remember that?  Jesus comes into Jerusalem, now a few days prior to his death, to the enthusiastic support of the people--who are convinced he's the Messiah . . . the long awaited political/military leader who will lead a revolution to oust the Roman occupation.

That little parade makes the hairs on the back of the necks of the political leadership stand up.

His first act after entering to a chorus of "Hosannas" was to go straight to the temple and start turning over the lemonade stands, telling the folks in charge that they've destroyed God's house of prayer, made it a den of robbers.  Remember that?

What happens next, though, is the really telling part of the story.  Jesus, it says in verse 14, after revealing the people entrusted with the caretaking of God's house as frauds, welcomes the blind and the lame to the temple, and he heals them.

Isn't that great?  Jesus calls out the big shots, and right under their noses receives with open arms the people those big shots have assiduously attempted to exclude.

This little jaunt into the temple makes the hairs on the back of the necks of thereligious leadership stand up.

In fact, they're so annoyed with Jesus that they button-hole him the next day, and ask him by what authority he's doing all this stuff.  Just who does he think he is?

So Jesus launches into a series of parables to tell the religious leaders who he thinks he is, and perhaps just as importantly, who he doesn't think they are.

Our parable, the parable of the wedding banquet is the third in this series, all keyed by, I would like to suggest, Jesus making a statement about who should be allowed into God's house--and what God thinks of the leaders who're supposed to be running things.

So, our parable for today, involves a king who's going to give a wedding banquet for his son.  Each time the king sends out the wedding invitations, however, they're rudely declined.  The king asks for the pleasure of his subjects' presence at a wonderful occasion, but they're preoccupied by tending to other things--things they're convinced are more important than whatever the king has in mind.

In an honor/shame based culture like that prevalent in the ancient Near East, this was the granddaddy of all social snubs.  You don't turn down a king, then beat and kill the king's slaves.

This, of course, enrages the king--so he turns over every lemonade stand in the country.   Then, what does the king do?  He invites in everybody else who wasn't important enough to get an invitation the first time around--both the good and the bad.  The king throws an enormous shindig for folks on the margins, welcoming all those people who're used to being left out of the important stuff, those who've been abused, pushed aside, excluded, those who've been bullied and abandoned to die alone.

For, you see, the kingdom of God does not exist where some are not welcome … where the lame and the blind, where the tax collectors and prostitutes, where the hungry and the poor stand on the outside looking in.  The kingdom of God does not exist where people are barred entrance because of sexual orientation or identity, because of race or immigration status.

There doesn’t have to be a sign on the door that says, “You’re not welcome here.”  People know.

Well, then, how do we tell people they're welcome?

People will finally know they're welcome–not because we advertise our solidarity (as important as that is)–but because we show them … we keep throwing open the doors and inviting people to come in.  We keep working on behalf of those who’ve been turned away by the very people who are important enough to get invited to the party.  We keep standing side by side with those left to die alone.

Ok.  That's fine.  Nice words.  But what does it mean to do the things you're saying?  What would it take for the church to accept the host's invitation to attend the party right alongside those who've been systematically told they're not welcome?

Peter Velander gives us a glimpse of what it might look like, what it I think it takes.

He writes: “I remember the day I learned to hate racism.  I was five years old."

“The walk home from school was only about five blocks.  I usually walked with some friends.  On this day I walked alone.  Happy, but in a hurry, I decided to take the shortcut through the alley.  Without a care in the world I careened around the corner.  Then I looked up—too late to change course.  I had walked in on a back-alley beating.

“There were three big white kids.  In retrospect they were probably no more than sixth graders, but they looked like giants from my kindergarten perspective.  There was one black kid.  He was standing against a garage, his hands behind his back.  The three white kids were taking turns punching him.  They laughed.  He stood silently except for the involuntary groans that followed each blow.

“And now I was caught.  One of the three grabbed me and stood me in front of their victim.  “You take a turn,” he said.  “Hit the ______!”  (I’m not going to say it; you know what they said.)  Velander said, “I stood paralyzed.”

“Hit him or you’re next!” the giant shouted at me.  So I did.  I feigned a punch.  I can still feel the soft fuzz of that boy’s turquoise sweater as my knuckles gently touched his stomach.  I don’t know how many punches there were.  I don’t know how long he had to stand backed up against that garage.  After my minute participation in the conspiracy they let me go and I ran.  I ran home crying and sick to my stomach.  I have never forgotten.

“Thirty-five years later that event still preaches a sermon to me every time I remember it.  One can despise, decry, denounce, and deplore something without ever being willing to suffer, or even be inconvenienced, to bring about change.  If there is one thing that Jesus taught us it was how to suffer with and for others.

“Jesus walked the way of the cross.  He taught us the meaning of suffering as a servant.  Perhaps my first chance to follow that example came in the ally by a garage thirty-five years ago.

“I don’t know if that black boy from the alley grew up, or where he lives, or what he does today.  I never knew his name.  I wish I did.  I wish I could find him.  I need to ask his forgiveness—not for the blow I delivered, for it was nothing, but for the blows I refused to stand by his side and receive.  I think that’s what it takes.”

That's not easy.  That's not get-up-and-go-to-church-on-Sunday-morning easy.  It's hard.  I know.  Standing up for people this culture doesn't think are worth it is hard, painful work.

But, as Father Daniel Berrigan said, "If you want to follow Jesus, you'd better look good on wood."

You see, the truth of the matter is, as a people who claim to follow a savior who was strapped to his own rough cut piece of lumber and left to die alone, we can't stand idly by and watch the world do that to even one more person.

Matthew Shepard.  Bryan Landon.  Jesus.

It's time for the rest of the children of God to stand by the side of those forgotten, abused, bullied, and left to die alone . . . and take some blows.

I think that's what it takes.

-Amen.

 

Matthew Shepard Sermon

Honesty Isn't Our Policy

Honesty, as the saying goes, is always the best policy.  If we believe that, the question is: Do we practice it?  Do we live our lives truthfully?  Now, someone might object that telling the truth and living the truth are two different animals.  That is to say, the question of telling the truth without living that truth begs the question about whether it is possible to be Charles Manson (i.e., a complete schmuck) and still speak something approximating the truth, inasmuch as it is argued that the truth is not contingent on anything outside itself to be true.  In other words, one account of the truth maintains that there is something that exists independently, objectively “out there” that is called the “Truth.”  What one needs to do when there exists competing truth claims, goes the thinking, is to appeal to the “objective standard” of “Truth.”

This formula works serviceably well when the question has to do with whether or not 2 + 2 = 4 or whether the population of Louisville is larger than that of Lexington.  If, however, the question raised is whether or not University of Louisville fans are less dedicated fans than University of Kentucky fans or whether or not Christianity is true, to what uncontestable “objective standard” does one appeal?

Absolutism, or the belief, not merely that there is an “absolute truth” but that that “absolute truth” can be apprehended by human beings—if they only “try hard enough”—is a difficult argument to sustain, just to the extent that it is possible to have two reasonably intelligent, reasonably passionate, reasonably sincere individuals disagree on where to go to find the absolute truth that will settle their argument.  Should they look in the Bible?  The Koran?  The Bhagavad-Gita?  The DaVinci Code?  Dr. Phil?  The periodic table of elements? Who gets to decide what’s true?  Or where do we expect to find the true account of truth to which everyone will defer?  Absolutism runs the risk in the end of only being able to communicate by monologue.

“Does that mean,” as many will quickly ask, “that everything is relative?  That there are no standards of truth to which we may appeal?  Do we throw our hands up in the air because there is finally no way to adjudicate between competing truth claims?”  No.  Relativism, as a set of truth claims, collapses under its own weight.  As James McClendon has pointed out: “As a general theory [relativism] seems to ask us to believe (a) that it is (in general) true, and (b) that nothing is (in general) true—and both can’t be the case” (Ethics: Systematic Theology, Abingdon, 1986, 350). Relativism as a theory of knowledge is logically absurd—or should we say, it’s only relatively true—whatever that means.

Therefore, to assert that honesty is the best policy is only to have begun the discussion, not to have settled it.  If absolutism is problematic and relativism is logically indefensible, how are we supposed to talk about truth?  Or as Pilate put the question to Jesus, “What is truth?” (John 18:38)

When asked “What is truth?” how did Jesus respond?  We are left to assume that Jesus said nothing, because Pilate immediately left Jesus and went outside to address the Jews.  Why didn’t Jesus say, “The truth is x, y, and z, and you would know that if you only studied your _______?”  Or why didn’t Jesus say, “Truth is such a slippery subject, I’m not sure we ought to waste time trying to nail it down to a single definition.  After all, all definitions are ultimately equal?”  In fact Jesus let the silence hang in the air, as if to say, “If you want to know what truth is, look at me.  I am the way, the truth, and the life.”

In a world in which we seem incapable of sustaining a conversation about truth between faith systems, perhaps the only way we have of judging their truthfulness is by observing the kinds of people they produce.  It seems to me that the only way we have of judging the truthfulness of a particular set of truth claims is by examining whether, and to what extent, there exists a people capable of embodying those claims.  That is to say, are the people named by a particular truth claim living the truth to which they appeal, or more to the point, are they living truthfully?  Do people who claim to follow Jesus, for example, live in ways that honor Jesus’ commitments?  Or, as Samuel Wells remarks: “Pragmatic tests of Christianity focus on Christian tradition and the ‘richness of moral character’ it produces in much the same way that science judges its theories by the fruitfulness of the activities they generate, and significant works of art become so in the light of the interpretation and criticism that surround them” (Transforming Fate into Destiny, Cascade Books, 1998, 86).

If I am right that the only real way to decide between two truth-claims from competing systems of belief is to look to the sorts of communities of character they produce, and if the only way to judge communities of character is by whether they produce people capable of living the claims they espouse, then living truthfully is the only way to establish the truth of those claims.  Put another way, brick-layers lay brick, cooks cook, and Christians live like Jesus.  Clearly, not everyone who wears the name has mastered all the practices necessary to be named a master craftsman in these crafts, but the shape of one’s life is determined by one’s commitment to living faithfully with the name—brick-layer, cook, Christian.  It is, after all, possible to take any of those names in vain by failing to practice, or practicing poorly, the disciplines of each craft.

However, when practiced well the very product of the craft (i.e., the wall, the cake, the life) stands as legitimating evidence of the value and veracity of the craft.  Consequently, for Christians, living truthfully isn’t only a matter of practicing the craft of Christianity well; it is the very means by which the truthfulness of Christianity is judged in a world where truth claims abound and compete.  In other words, speaking the truth is the product of a truthful life.

DBCC Engages "Philosophical Questions" (This is Going to Be Awesome...)

Brian Cubbage will teach a class, "Philosophical Questions," this fall at Douglass. The class will meet at the church on Wednesday nights at 6:30-8:00 pm starting on October 19. The class will meet for six weeks. Everyone is welcome to participate. Dinner will not be provided, but you are free to bring dinner with you if you like. We will provide child care for those who need it.

Below is a brief description of the class from Brian:

Have you ever been nagged by a question you couldn't help asking but couldn't answer?

There are many questions in life mature, thinking persons can't help considering, but which elude being settled through experimental testing or straightforward observation. I call these the "hard questions." Philosophy is an intellectual discipline that aims to reflect on these "hard questions" and find ways of discussing possible answers to them that don't involve simply ignoring them or insisting they have easy answers.

In this class, we will examine some philosophical questions in an informal setting. The class will involve little assigned reading, and I will provide any readings or other materials needed. Our aim will be less to learn about philosophy than to try to do it. Of course, we will end up learning about philosophy as well, but that won't be the principal reason we meet. The class format will be geared towards open discussion and away from lectures provided by me. Trust me; you don't want lectures by me.

The questions we discuss will depend largely on participant interest, but some envisioned possible topics include:

  • Can computers think?

  • Do we have free will?

  • Can we prove that God exists?

  • How should we treat animals?

  • What is political authority, and what are its limits?

  • When, with whom, and why should one have sex?


I sincerely hope you will join us!

Brian Cubbage is a member and Elder of Douglass Boulevard Christian Church. Additionally, Brian has a Ph.D. in philosophy from Penn State University, and he has eight years of experience in teaching philosophy at multiple colleges and universities.

"Changes" by Rev. Ryan Kemp-Pappan (Matthew 22:1–14)

Today Ryan Kemp Pappan delivered his final sermon to Douglass Boulevard Christian Church. It is appropriately titled, "Changes." This is his spike of the mike, his Hollywood ending.

Sort of.

This is Ryan's unfeigned love.

During his three years at Douglass, Ryan has changed the church and changed its members profoundly. We will be celebrating Ryan, his wife Meredith, and their ministry at Douglass at a potluck on October 23rd following church. Please join us to honor Ryan and the catalyzing change he has effected at Douglass.



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"Changes" by Ryan Kemp-Pappan

Douglass Minister and Congregation Committed to Fairness

Here is our press release for some upcoming special events:

12th Annual Matthew Shepard Sermon;

Service with Fairness Campaign the Following Week

On October 9, 2011 the Rev. Dr. Derek Penwell will deliver the 12th annual Matthew Shepard Memorial Sermon at Trinity Parish, an Episcopal church in downtown Seattle, Washington (www.trinityseattle.org).

“Every year since Matthew Shepard’s death, we have invited ministers to deliver a sermon to honor his life,” Nat Brown, a vestry member of Trinity Parish, “The sermon has been a wonderful way for Trinity to invite the GLBTQ community into our church, so aside from the purely internal benefit of the sermon, it has become a great opportunity for evangelism in the wider community. When we read of Douglass Boulevard Christian Church’s decision not to sign marriage certificates until LGBT people are allowed to marry, we were very moved; we are excited to hear from Rev. Penwell.”

“I am extremely humbled by the invitation to speak at Trinity Parish. It is an incredible opportunity,” said Rev. Penwell. “We received hundreds of calls, emails, and letters of support from around the nation this spring when Douglass Boulevard Christian Church announced our decision not to sign civil marriage licenses until we could sign them for GLBT people, as well. For too long, churches have sat on the sideline of the struggle for equal rights. I am excited to preach at Trinity Parish, another congregation that refuses to sit on the sidelines.”

Douglass Boulevard Christian Church will host an event at a later date to share the video of Rev. Penwell’s Matthew Shepherd Sermon with the Louisville community.

On October 16, 2011, the Fairness Campaign and Douglass Boulevard Christian Church will have a special worship service to celebrate the 20th Anniversary of the Fairness Campaign’s advocacy and organizing in the Commonwealth. Worship begins at 11:00 a.m.

“Fairness has been a leader in the fight for equal rights for the LGBTQ community for two decades; we are honored they are joining us on the 16th,” said Rev. Penwell. Chris Hartman, Executive Director of the Fairness Campaign, said, “DBCC is among a growing number of allies in faith communities. We are heartened by the recent courageous actions taken by churches around the Commonwealth to speak against the marginalization of LGBTQ Kentuckians.” 

In 2008, Douglass Boulevard Christian Church voted to become an Open and Affirming Community of Faith.

On April 17, 2011, DBCC’s ministers announced their decision to perform only religious marriage ceremonies, foregoing performing the civil rites until they can confer identical civil benefits on homosexual and heterosexual couples.

Douglass Boulevard Christian Church is located at 2005 Douglass Boulevard in the Highlands at the Douglass Loop. Its website is http://www.douglassblvdcc.com.

For more information, contact Rev. Dr. Derek Penwell at dlpenw01@gmail.com or (502) 452-2629.

WHAT:            12th Annual Matthew Shepard Sermon

WHEN:            Sunday, October 9th, 2011 8:00 and 10:30 a.m. (PST)

WHERE:            Trinity Parish Episcopal Church, 609 8th Avenue, Seattle, WA

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WHAT:            Special Worship Service to Celebrate the 20th Anniversary of the Fairness Campaign

WHEN:            Sunday, October 16th, 2011 11:00 a.m. (EST)               

WHERE:            Douglass Boulevard Christian Church, 2005 Douglass Boulevard, Louisville, KY